hhaha i've been really undisciplined these days... aha. watching my girl on you tube every night till like 1am... shucks. but it's so addictive! aha funny show.. ahh it's getting sad now. nooooo!

aha i passed econs.. at least that's what miss heng told us.. dunno whether it's a add 2 marks then pass or a REAL pass... anyway... it's a pass right? my first pass for the cts. gah i suck. havent't gotten back chem, bio, and gp yet.. but it's a confirm fail for chem... bio also i think. sooo many wrong for structured, mcq, and essay qns liao. why can't they give us back our papers before they go through the answers!?! haha i'm seriously the worst scorer for the cts in my entire class... i'm ABSOLUTELY SURE of it. really.

feel very numb these days.. haiz. wh didn't i worked harder during the june holidays? i know why. because IT WAS THE JUNE HOLIDAYS. ya. how can all the school call it a holiday when it really isn't?!! my holidays were thurs, fri, sat , sun , mon, and tuesday.. the days after the common tests. aha i think i enjoyed more during these days like i had never enjoyed before. better than the not-even-one-whole-month holiday after the o' levels last year.

oh well, getting back chem tomorrow.. see how far i am from the passing mark. wish me luck. i think i'll get FSSS for this cts. haha. try and beat that.

i just can't force myself to study properly everyday... dunno why also.. i just HAVE to slack. how ah? how to pass promos liddat?